年假回家的时候正值香樟树开花的时节，去吃久违美味早点的路上、跟家人拌嘴出去晃荡的时候、参加同学婚礼的路上、思索自己的未来而闲逛的时候，无论心情如何，路边总有一丝丝沁人心脾的幽香笼罩着，令那些或快乐或难过的日子回想起来都变成了甜美的。

      好想每天都能轮着吃到应城那些各式各样的别的任何地方都找不到的美味早餐；

      好想去一个足够遥远的地方远到只能通过电话联络一下感情而不会因琐事而被念叨；

      好想能跟好朋友和同学想见面就见面想吃饭就吃饭想聊天就聊天一直一直在一起直到死；

      好想能快些攒够钱还清要还的那些钱以后从此开始自己的人生走自己想走的路过自己想要的生活……

      可是总是自我矛盾着徘徊着犹豫着看不清方向，想得到的好像永远也得不到一样无奈的慢慢挨到老去的时候才自以为豁达得似乎能得到解脱而虚伪的对自己说：这就是人生！

      想象着那样的结局我好像已然老去了，于是突然觉得好像可以什么都不要了一样，只是挣扎着小心的握紧似乎微弱到快要熄灭般的那颗信念的火种，试着去相信有一天能点亮我的世界，哪怕只是微弱的亮光……

 

when you get caught in the rain
with no where to run
when you're distraught and in pain
without anyone
when you keep crying out to be saved
but nobody comes and you feel so far away
that you just can't find your way home
you can get there alone
it's okay, what you say is
i can make it through the rain
i can stand up once again on my own
and i know that i'm strong enough to mend
and every time i feel afraid
i hold tighter to my faith
and i live one more day
and i make it through the rain

and if you keep falling down
don't you dare give in
you will arise safe and sound
so keep pressing on steadfastly
and you'll find what you need to prevail
what you say is
i can make it through the rain
i can stand up once again on my own
and i know that i'm strong enough to mend
and every time i feel afraid
i hold tighter to my faith
and i live one more day
and i make it through the rain
and when the rain blows
as shadows grow close don't be afraid
there's nothing you can't face
and should they tell you
you'll never pull through
don't hesitate
stand tall and say
i can make it through the rain
i can stand up once again on my own
and i know that i'm strong enough to mend
and every time i feel afraid
i hold tighter to my faith
and i live one more day
and i make it through the rain
i can make it through the rain
and i live once again
and i live one more day
and i can make it through the rain
(ohhh yes you can)

you will make it through the rain